The Siren's Song

Friday

3/20/2009 06:42:00 PM

indon got LoG,
AILD last year.
even our AILD was fcuked up.

misery signals?
only?
ok at least got PD.

bye

Tuesday

3/17/2009 07:20:00 PM

fuck you

im unsure why, but i find myself wanting to fuck alot of people up this days.
its not that im being childish or anything like that where i just wanna fuck people up coz i wanna fuck people up.
i think i get alot of crap sometimes.
exaggerated reactions, backstabbing, lies ,lies and more lies.
full of bullshit.

and that's why most of the time, i shut myself up. and carry out my life.
its better not to socialize with a group where some of the people in it are just.....fucked up.
Okay fine, i know that some(or rather most) of them are fine.
but hell, gets me disgusted everytime i see the few.so i fuck off.

And I'm no angel myself.
i admit that i've been making mistakes.
crossing boundaries etc.
but at least i try to be better. and i try very very very hard to not inflict other people with my stupidity.

haaaaaaaaaa
okay today
best
BEST
played half a soccer match for Siddiq's team.
great baybehhh.
played centre-back, right-back.
HAH
Im overreacting because the last time i played in a proper soccer match was in primary 6.
and the last time i did any form of sport(s) was.....last year?
i haven't been keeping fit since last year.yes maybe alittle bit of swimming here and there. the very rare jogging sessions...
but still, i am damn unfit.
it's probably because i smoke more than i exercise.HAH!

okay so just now turned out fine.
i was fucking nervous actually. but it was fine. made a few mistakes and let people through but i can catchup.
like Dzul once said , i've found the inspiration to keep mytself fit.YEAY!

ahmad

Monday

3/16/2009 02:05:00 PM

Liverpool pwned Man U like Torres pwned Ronaldo.useless.

But Evil Ryu pwns both of them

Ahmad
ps.im not a Lpool fan

Tuesday

3/10/2009 07:19:00 PM

382nd post.
lets attempt a re-intro

hello.my name is Ahmad Muliadi Bin Rahman. People call me mad, short-form for my first name ahmad. my family members call me adi/yadi, short form more my second name.yes. i am currently doing my secondary four education. I live in Pasir Ris and i school at Bishan.yes that is far and i really hate the distance. I am currently having dilemmas about my future education path. I realised yesterday that what goes around comes around and I've seen it work its powers on people lately. It's scary cause i must say that i haven't been a completely good person through my life, especially through the course of secondary school. Well, it happened to me too to be truthful. I hope the curse is over.HAH.
I love sleeping because i find im lacking that. I love sports (no matter how lazy i am-yes ironic) and that is proven by my cca history in both primary and secondary school.
I love sleeping. okay.
I hate my school. I fail alot in school and i find waking up at 530 and coming home late very taxing, especially if i spend most of the time on travelling.AND
I
FUCKING
LOVE
BREAKDOWNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

skygirl.

ahmad

Sunday

3/08/2009 09:05:00 PM

What a pity,
what a shame.
Look at what they became.
Solely dependant on the beings;
the beings who toy with their feelings.

guy who tries hard to just get away from the shit he used to do, and what he can do.
but sadly, those little acts of sacrifice, just ignored

Ahmad
ps.this has got nothing to do with me

3/01/2009 01:07:00 AM

same shit.
lies.
haaaaaaaaaaa i think its karma.

nvm mad.
keep up a smile.
coz....coz ure teeth are white.
haaaaaaaaa seee.theres always a reason to smile babeh
but then of course mine arent darley white.

focus.fooooooocus
focus hocuspocus.

lies.

vrooooooooooom

eh
yaknow
i realised
two more years and were 18.
were not kids anymore.
but how come i feel like im still one?
at times.
and gahh guess i wanna be one.
bleagh.
im dizzaye
vroooooooooooom

ceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeecak

and sif go look on d bright side.the one i told you hahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha

always look on the brrriiiight side of life.tudum tudum tudumtudum

voila

cicakman.

ok so im making myself active again,
soccer,rugby, and also possibly boxing.
yay im a happy guy
i think ild be happier w/o some parts of my life.no.most.
haaaaaaaa dope
shuang
im flying.
doping

chicken mcnuggets.imagine if someone uses those as swearwords.

CHICKEN MCNUGGETS! did u see that *insert incredibly nice/ugly/disgusting/horrid thing here*

and please mum,
buy me that cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

no need holiday in juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuune

il be a goooood boy.

eh no i already am.

ahmad

Friday
OMFGSHITF*CK.

2/27/2009 07:21:00 PM

KANINABEH CHEEBYE BUTO PUKIMAK AYAM TETEK JUBO.
FUCK.
MOTHERFUCKING FUCKER FUCK.
Fuck.

I just lost everything I had on my computer.
My pictures, my songs, my everything.
Fucking hell one whole year of stuff.
ONE FUCKING WHOLE YEAR OF SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER TRACE BACK.
What the fuck am I supposed to do now?
It might mean nothing to you people out there but, all those stuff that I've lost only happens once.
And that was 2008.

Thanks bro, thank you very much for reformatting the computer.
A bloody big FUCK YOU to you.

Sorry, I had to rant.
H.