Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
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Wednesday
2/27/2008 09:39:00 PM
eh korang post ahh...aku jek nnti org muak.tapi aku nk post.psal nari pehh day fucked up.
ok so as mentioned, today fucked up. day was okay except i was fucking sleepy in the mornin. School was quite slack. it went all fine till training. it was a short training and we had a team run.i was defending against the first team. i played softly...like only grabbed their teeshirts, didnt contest rucks...this was beacause we have a game tomorrow and i dont want injuries. but fuck people JUST had to piss me off. A guy in the first team had a run with the ball n i was infront of him and i just grabbed him but fuck he had to hand me off...okaaaaay fiiine it hurt and he should know that i wasnt going all out but okaaaaay rugby is rough ok fiiine that was okay....then there was a ruck.i did not contest it.just stood there....then a guy from my side said, " You either go in or dont go in at all. Coz if you just stand there its fucking irritating."motherfucker. So i contested the rucks and tried a few jackals...then at one ruck, a first team player said to me, "what's your problem?" pointing out that i shouldnt play so hard. so fuck who do i follow... that already got me pissed off.
and it didnt get any better.
orang yg tk masok team pasal aku irritating sia.perangai fuck pehh charac.evry training dier bbual mcm big fuck.mcm " eh coach ckp aku tkd problem excpt tackling.yg laen sumer awesome." and "ahmad, aku rasa aku lebih bagus dari ko.aku disappointed aku tk masok team." irritating siaa.aku sendiri fikir aku kental nk mampos.especially compared to d first team.abehh kalo ko bagos sgt cume one aspect jek tak bagos abehh asal ko tk masok team?kiymak aku tak kesah kalo ko pikir ko gler bagos.but please dont pull me into the picture.ive got enough shit to handle.
bus ride wasnt any good either.fucking man.40+ wna find fault.i didnt sit down den he got pissed den kept staring.den wen my knee accidentally hit him he look at me like wna fight.mtf.no other business.naseb ah sia mmg salah aku.
den went to minimart(by tis time cool down oredy) but fuck.... dong pei da tk jual la sia.just thot wna slack alone watch d moon n chill.but sadly....
ok thats that then.idk wat i wna do tomrow.i hope hadi's ship comes in soon.im kinda in a need.
