today i didnt go to school.
i couldnt wake up.Actually i could...But at the state that i was at, i thought to myself, " I surely cant fucking last the whole day.Plus, there's training today." so i just slept and muttered shiet to my parents who were asking again and again why i didnt want to go to school. Ouh their assumptions are fucking funny. One is i haven't done my homework. Why would i not go to school if i hvnt done my hwk?just go la.and furthermore i did that the previous night.another assumption was i hated something on wednesdays(eg class,training) and that is why EVERY wednesday i wouldnt wna go to school. damn, so far this year, I've only not gone to school twice.ok that may sound extravagant to some of you but its much better compared to last year.

OUHOUH.who has something on tomorrow?lols im so kpo. no la.coz i dont think i have anything on....and so, i think listening to people talk about THEIR vdae would be interesting enough. Imagine myself going home all alone and looking at all the couples together and the guys giving gifts to their girls.and then i go home and sing to myself. gee im such a loser. Im not sure either. Im out of contact.yesterday me n her didnt talk. ala fcuk la.Cant be THAT bad. ill just...have fun lorrr...

Then just now i went to fix my body up.no la.went to a traditional massage.It was damn painful(prolly coz its my ferst tyme there).no i mean it IS damn painful.it still is now. and there was one spot the guy pressed. somewhre on my left ribcage n it HURT LIKE FCUK.till now.n wen he pressed that spot, i couldnt breathe. and he could still ask me " pain anot?" after that he said softly, "heavy smoker. paru-parub tak kuat." geee. that was quite.....magical aint it. nothing else to write about..

tata

ahmad
ps.eh korang due ada plan eh vdae?