Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
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Thursday
vdae
2/14/2008 08:14:00 PM
hello people hello dzul. ala dzul chill ah. Maybe some of us know how you feel.maybe not coz everyone's different. and the thing is....ko penah realise?that even if girls come and go, and no matter how fcuked up we are to each other, kitorang slalu stick. fcuk yea ive been fed up at u all at times. n i think u all have had those moments too. But wtf next day member balek pe.no hard feelings. n fcuk vdae aint for ure gerlfren onli.SPREAD D LOVE. so both of u mtfckers, tc baek2. jiwa sampai mampos.
today valentine's was a mtrfcker.yes it sure was one.i spent my vdae with dzul lepak-ing in pasir ris.no guitar...or else it wudve been an emo slashfest XD. sad la sia. Not because i dont have a date.i dont give a fuck about that.It's cause we're still talking like we're into each other. and truthfully, i am. But for the last two nights she hasnt sent me one message.I know for this week ive always been replying to her messages late at night when she's probably asleep. But its coz i reach home at 11 and even if im home earlier, my mum will hog the phone. Im still sorry for that though. Today i borrowed a friend's phone to send her a message. wanted to send another but another friend wouldnt lend his phone.and hell wud u borrow from the same friend again?no right. i just hope its nothing much. Like maybe her prepaid is low. or something. I heard shes okay though.n she hasnt been online too.maybe bz with papers. ah just hope shes fine.
n yes i do care about you. its no cliche cause you really are always on my mind. n my mind doesnt even think about giving up on you, coz it never works. Coz somehow you've always lit up the way for me. Even showed me that life is colourful and you proved it with your smile, ure cheerfulness, n the way u care. (I know i shouldnt say this on a shared blog but for once only) I think i really love you.Happy Valentine's Day. May you have the best life one could ever wish for.
ha sorry people.n sorry sif and dzul i knwo its emo n shiet n it only deserves to be on my own blog but ive stopped blogging there.and its vdae... ;)
