I know I'm not allowed to swear(sorry hun), but, I had to.

To Ahmad:
Eh beb, really sorry. I had to switch off the vibration on my phone.
So I didn't feel a shit when you called or texted.
Really sorry beb.
Hope you get well soon.
I owe you one.

Today didn't went that well, except for certain parts.
Mainly because I didn't had school today, so yeah.
I hate it when there's nothing to do at home,
when you actually do not have school.
It's a sucky feeling.
Before holidays begin, you'll always think that you'll have time for lots of things,
but when the time comes,
you'll literally rot at home.
Mark my words.
I swear that when June arrives,
I'd either be producing noise off my amplifier
or... sigh.

I really really really really really really really really
want to kick this fucking stupid bloody hell habit,
but it's not working.
It's, it's, really a disgusting habit.
And it kills.
And that means I'm dying. (okay by now you'd know what I mean)
I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

Dad's being a nuisance as per norm.

Hasif.
P.S. Anisa, you're the bestest thing that's ever happened to me.
I know I keep mentioning it, but I so had to say it again.