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Monday
Randomxz.
6/30/2008 10:28:00 PM
Risen.

The guys thought this looked kinda satanic. Wtf.

Mr Bean!

Oooookay. A typical pose. :D

Just plenty of random shots. Yup.
I need my honey water, NOW.




PICXZ.
6/30/2008 10:03:00 PM
Here's the snapshots as promised.

^ You should've been there. His expression was seriously priceless. :D ^

^11pm, at Tampines Mall, before heading off to Changi.^

^ 3am, Terminal 2. The feeling was good, knowing that we were the only few there. ^

^ Oh yes, Jon, we caught you red-handed. Sleeping with Adam. Tsk. ^

^ OMFG GAY SMILE. Okay. Chris wasn't there already. :( ^


And everyone, wish me luck for tomorrow.
Cos I'm gonna be shouting my ass off till my lungs go sore.
AND FUCK. I HOPE I DON'T COCK UP.

Hasif.



EEEE OMG.
6/30/2008 09:18:00 PM
Today's the 30th of June.
I actually procrastinated for 3 damn bloody days. Yes, I did. I told myself that I'd post the next day, but well, look. Come Monday and I'm an asshole.
How oh-so-amazing.

Back on track.
I've done a whole lot of shit for the past few days.
Alot. And I do mean so.

Friday.

Arrival from OBS. I think I made a mistake to God. Yep. He placed me in a group with 10 other buggers who do not know how to open their mouths and communicate as humans.
Read, human beings.
Everyone was so alien on the first day, cept for me, Taha and some others.
Trust me, I felt as if I was gonna die for the rest of my days there.
And I can't believe I lied my way through everything, when Tracy(instructor),
asked about how we felt and such.
There's this guilty conscience in me that still lingers on.
Heck that. OBS was nothing.
Anyway, nothing about that anymore. I'll just mention things that happened after that, like the one at KFC with peeps.
Fucking hilarious I tell you.
We were just about to stuff ourselves when I noticed this Ah Pek dozing off in front of his leftovers like a pig. (Pic will be up in next post)
Upon finishing his 2-piece chicken meal, cheese fries, and IDK what burger and a large Pepsi, he simply dozed off. And when the cleaner cleared his table, he was still oblivious and unaware that we were actually laughing our asses off at him. The best part was that, after the cleaner cleared his shit, he actually slept again.
LOL.
Okay, pics will be up next.

Met up with Anisa<3 after that meal. And to tell you the truth, I was pretty shagged by then. Had to travel all the way to Kallang with that shitload of mine on my back. Surprisingly, I still had sufficient energy to go on. Trust me, I didn't feel the need to rush home and throw myself onto the bed.
Crazy ass.
Oh yeah, and the best part was that, I had NCC on the next day.
WOW.

Saturday.

Interview day.
Fucked up one, uhuh.
Anyway, I'll just go straight to the point. I really want to redeem myself again. I regret my past mistakes and hopefully, I'll be able to show them what I'm really made of.
That day was the day I fucking had McDonalds for the whole fucking day.
Sorry about the profanities. I couldn't believe it.
Sausage McMuffin, Hashbrown, Milo for Breakfast.
Filet-o-fish, Fries, Coke for Lunch.
Big Mac, Fries, Coke for Dinner.
If I had calculated properly, I think my calorie intake exceeded 10000 idkwhatunit.
Yep. And oh, we were gonna send Chris off to U.S. on Sunday morning. So damn excited.
Met up with Farhan & Adam around 10+pm at Tampines Mall. Yes, you guys must be wondering what the fuck were we doing there, but again, we had too much free time on our hands. Jonny Bo arrived at 11+pm. And we headed off to Changi Airport around 11++pm.
Met up with Li Hao and Sebby. And Chris arrived 12+pm.
Uhuh.
Changi Airport was like a frickin' ghost town. Not really, but, I bet there were people there wondering what the heck were these kids doing out here at this point of time. Heck, we were there to have fun.
Mind you, I DID NOT SLEEP A WINK FROM 12PM ONWARDS. BLOODY HELL.
I shall not go into details already.
And the next morning, we stupidly decided to have breakfast at Macs.
OMGWTFBBQ.
And I reached home at 730+am.

Sunday.

Okay fine, I was supposed to continue from the previous one but heck it.
Since I slept at 730am, guess what time I woke up.
Oh noe, if you guessed 730pm, you got it wrong. Mom woke me up at 2+pm.
Yes. 1400hours. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I felt like a zombie. I stayed up all night to experience darkness and I seriously felt like the sunlight was killing me. Somewhat like a vampire. OOOOO SCARY. Ok stop.
So yes, I woke up at 1400hours.
I remembered clearly, that, Anisa<3, had this Scrabble comp going on at Downtown East.
That was my next checkpoint.
So after that, I went home, slept, woke up at 3am to watch the Euro08 final.
And I had to call someone but she told me she was too tired to watch it.
MY BAD :O
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
SPAIN.
1-0. All thanks to Fernando Torres. Could've been 3-0 if not for Senna's open goal miss and Silva's stupid wide shot.
I knew they were gonna clinch their second title since IDK when.
I mean, just look at the way they played.
SO F*CKING AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL.
Honestly, I wanted wake up everyone by jumping up and down and up and down and up and down and shouting and screaming and okay stop.
So I had to head to school in a few minutes time.
Fuck.
I can't believe I only had a total of less than 15 hours of sleep for three days.
Sunday = sleeping day.
And I actually needed a day off.
So, on the whole, I am lacking of sleep & rest & whatever shit.

Monday (TODAY LA)

is simply boring.
Toodles.

Hasif.






6/30/2008 08:40:00 PM
reducereducereduce
for those reducing.
try to use this.
set a target...of how many a day...and think of the thing that you dont want to happen which are implications if you dont stop.and put em in this easy to remember phrase.it kinda works.

2 a day, keeps grim reaper away.

following the an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

den slowly maybe reduce d num ah.

didnt go to school today.XD

gahh.i need to.mathmathmath.

math is the fucking creation that makes me insane.

actually ive got noooo idea what to post about.
woooorllld

and a funny thing to observe is how woooooorrrllldd budak2 fanatic bbual and handle their shiets.
fucking stupid.

"eh dagger aku dengan ko eh"

"ko jgn mepek.ckp nak bebual je bebual je ah"

hahahaaha BODOH

ahmad


Sunday

6/29/2008 07:06:00 PM
hello people.
just came home.
ok so where do i start?
maybe the apology.coz i really feel bad about it

im sorry.it just couldnt go away from my mind. but not now.after i realised everything.yeaa.im really sorry.

yesterday...
was a saturday.
it wasnt that bad.
actually it was kinda good.
went out with the guys.met nawi ferst at orchard.then he went to cut his hair. then went to watch never back down.okok ive watched it on the net.but this time on the screen, full good-picture good- sound undisturbed(except for the facking couple who sat at our seats) movie.
and yeaa it was nice.the two loyal people(cheyy) who did not go to rgs drama thanked me a hell lot. ouh yar the other guys went rgs drama but i didnt wna go. so yea athey thanked me firstly because it was a good movie.FIGHT WAAAT.
no la.coz yeaa it was good(and they werent fightfans)
and also because the others said the rgs drama s....wasnt that good.
well kudos to them.good or not good cnferm must prepare and all.
after that went to eat at fareast kfc...then took bus home.service 5.when reached my place, stopped a bus stop earlier. sat at my usual spot facing my primary school.the wind was dope.atmosphere was dope.music was dope(hasif's mp3)
and the songs are still ringing in my head,
and i,
will stay with you forever,
if you were just
asking me.

hahahah along that line.and alot more ah.reached home at 1.30heee

and today was kinda shittier but wasnt that bad.
didnt go class.lepaked with my classmate amirah and faiz instead.
amirah, aku tau ko gile peh budak(translate ah chinese)
and den went home.
mum asked me to vacuum house den after that go out with her.
i kinda liked the idea,i mean.when was the last time we all went out. yesterday wen i came home, i saw plastic bags of my sister's new stuff.gee.if only i got that job.
after vacuumin, around 3.30 i went out to meet shahrul.then met fahmi and all the others at 424.
reached home at 4.55(ouh yar btw mum said gg out ard 5)
and wtf mum was making so much noise about me and sis not wanting to go out with her.
so she said aku kluar sorang. makan gasak korang
along that line.so yeaa i finished bathing aready(btw she wasnt even ready to go out)
so i just got into new change of clothes and went out to meet hasif who was going to meet anisa at downtown.
had some fun there.barely.but heck that.
then went 424 again.
ada hal pulak situ.tkp ah aku tkmo sebut.

den done ah.now im home.hungry.heck.
so anw,
i am really really sorry

ok
done


ahmad


Saturday

6/28/2008 08:38:00 PM
I'm tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
lazy
to
post
right
now
Bye.

Hasif.


Thursday

6/26/2008 10:00:00 PM
hoho
today was great.had a fucking hell of a gd luff time.
after school lepaked in school awhile.asnawi brought his guitar.oooo that was NEARLY mine.
then, went back to pasir ris.reached around 6+ and waited for both faiz and dzul till around 7+.
pass faiz barang dier.abehh dier jalan,
den lepaked with dzul. it was fucking funny ah.
like as usual, we talked about all kinds of shiets.from all day happenings to bugging shits that happened.and one more thing only we two have in common.FIGHT.
hahahahaaha.nahh we're losers.we cant fight for nuts. if you put a cat to fight us, we'll lose in a matter of seconds mind you.

hahaha so yeaa he was telling me about how he was fucking mad about his sec 1 cadets.n he tekaned dem.there was one part that went something like this....

dzul: Now you go run! to the tree, count how many leaves, den run to the gate, ask How Are You? and come back in 15 seconds.
cadets(running)
cadets(back)
dzul: so, how many leaves is on the tree?
some random cadet: one million sir!
dzul:URE HEAD! DROP!
cadet finished with pushups
dzul: den u ask the gate how are you, how was it?
cadet:FINE SIR!

at that point.i was knocking my head on the table.stupid buggers.how sillier can they get! LOLOLOLOLS.cb funny siaaa.still smiling at it now.geez.

den had a session with dzul.wooooo fun.hands hands hands.
then we chilled.bought redbull, a usual companion.
and we talked about 'never back down',
a movie we both have watched on the net but isnt out in singapore yet.
wooots.power ah.
yeaa critics gave it a thumbs down.but we both found it nice.
and yeaa i found out they won the best fight scene, so much of my guess.
because the fight scene was good.flashier than the ufc, but real and not fake. :)

ok ahh it was all great.tomorrow no school.staff training day!
ok comp crazy.ill post again later.taaa

ahmad


Tuesday

6/24/2008 10:40:00 PM
omf
i know this song is ages ago...
but im addicted.listenin to it again and again.thats what hapens if you have an earworm.
so my latest one is the kill-30 seconds to mars.
here is the lyrics...

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

nonono no significance.just love the song itself.
heee.sif come back.i wna learn acoustic version.
hahaha aku pemalas tak tau gi tgk sendiri XD
nahh its just that i always forget.
went to ultimate 3x today.but all thrice i forgot.
i only searched..
apa eh?forget ahhs.
hahahaha.
ouhh i rmmbr one.bleeding love.XD

and i really dont understand.nevermind, shell tell me tomorrow.

and today was shit.fucking hell.

and i dont know.i just feel like something's missing.i feel uneasy.

and dzul, whre ya?lepak ah.tapi ko busy.

and to people who really want me to go on sat, im saying agn, im not.
prolly be watching movie with the dudes whore not going. den well meet you guys.
sorry ah.

and fridae is c div's ferst game.all the best.ill prolly be there.

ahmad




6/24/2008 04:11:00 PM
That was suposedly yesterdays post.
but my computer went mad.n internet disconnected or smething like that.
and my eyelids were shutting and brain was dropping dead.
and so i didnt restart the comp(which takes about an hour mind you)
and yeaa.so that was yesterday's post.

n yeaa related to the song...
i realise ive been listening to those kinda songs lately.like the kill-30 secs to mars,
make damn sure etc etc.
i dont know why.but yeaa.

ahmad
and some things you potray, i dont understand.
and it makes me wonder too much.



23/6/08 23.07
6/24/2008 04:06:00 PM
20 and counting

so todae was first day of school.wasnt bad.but seeing how tired i am, i imagine the days to come.
but its good.found out i still have gym sessions till august.so imagine that.gonna make full use of em.

ok so heres a song dedication...for who else if not hanisXD
sorry i cant sing as well as him :/

ahmad:)
love you loooaaads!




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Sunday
UPDATE.
6/22/2008 10:56:00 PM
I somewhat just found out about our new timetable.
Seems fucked.

Monday : Geog Elec, Chem, MT, SS, Eng. (omg)
Tuesday : E Math, MT, Eng, A Math, D&T.
Wednesday : PE, E Math, Eng, A Math, Chem, Geog, MT. (zomfg)
Thursday : Physics, PE, A Math, E Math, MT, Eng, CE.
Friday : E Math, Physics, D&T, Eng, A Math Lect.


Yeahuh.
2 humanities on the fucking first day of school every week.
Mind you, TK is a single week timetable.
Unlike you TKGians or RI buggers who have even/odd weeks.
Fuck.

Hasif.



I dread, alot.
6/22/2008 10:41:00 PM
Mhmmmmmmmmmmm.
In approximately 8 hours time, I'll be meeting hun at TanRah.

And I'll be getting shit all over again.
And there's my interview this Saturday.
And I'll be spending more time with her.
And hopefully,
I'll change for the better.
Night-o.

Hasif.


Saturday
2 more days actually.
6/21/2008 01:00:00 AM
Not a biggie,
but anyway.
Slipknot's new single - All Hope Is Gone is out.
No one's a fan, but it's worth a listen. (FOR THOSE INTO METAL BTW)

ANYWAYH.
I was supposed to do my tuition work today,
and I ended up procrastinating,
while enjoying Farhan's guitar.
GAHHHHHH.
I need a new one.
ASAP.
Seriously.
My current one, lost a toggle knob.
And can't put on a strap for nuts.
With a pathetic toggle switch.
Yeah.
Just get me a new one which can last me at least for 5 years.
I'll bow down.

Back on track.
Met Mad otw back.
Helio.
Then Aytie.
Everything at a nice timing.
And I had to leave early.
Fuck.
Okay, it's simple.
I just have to say I miss school.
I miss school.
The friends.
The work(not really).
The shit(yeah).
Everything.

Hasif.


Friday
2 more days.
6/20/2008 12:30:00 PM
Yeahuh.
And we're gonna be busy with our own lives again.
Hopefully, there's gonna be a change with mine.
I'm rightfully happy now with Anisa.
I just need to change a part of me.

Anywho,
just found out this news :

Dutch defender Khalid Bouhlarouz suffered the tragic loss of Anissa, his prematurely born baby daughter on Thursday, the Dutch Football Federation (KNVB) announced.


ZOMG.
Luckily it's a double "S".
And he's from Holland.
Dang.
I'm in for the Dutch.
AND GREAT NEWS. (not really :o)
Quarter Final ; Portugal - Germs.
2 - 3.
It's a 50/50 feeling for me.
I kinda felt happy/sad both at the same time yeah.
Mhmmmm.

Meeting hun later,
& I'm so looking forward to that.
-hintshints
Well, gonna go off to Farhan's place later for some
time off relaxing and study.
Mhmmm.

Hasif.
O mad, I missed you la.


Thursday

6/19/2008 11:36:00 PM
heyy guys.
im back.
bet ya all didnt miss me.tsk :'(
nahh just kidding.
bet ya all do!
lols perasan.
nahh kidding again.
so...

three days two nights at cuzzies place.
it was great.gamegamegame,soccer,soccer,soccer,food,food,food,lepak,lepak,lepak.rode his bike.dang it was nice.den pillioned.that was scary.cb.rider pe!fcuk.malukan rider.eh siala den he perah and then peng.cb who not scred if i owaes ride nvm ahh,
den moviesmoviesmovies.
oso got whoooosh
heeee :)*smiles and shows all golden teeth*
eh fcuk i was kidding again.i dont have any.

and yea it was a good break from home.

and tomorrow will suck.i swear it will.
ive got to go open my cast at KKhospital.3+.
dads gna be there.then...ill have to go to safra tamp to apply for a job,
most prolly alone.dad dusnt know.mum does tho. hasif and dzul probably cant make it to accompany me there.

but ill be meeting dzul's fren there.(identity not revealed(why?(coz havent ask.(ask for what(not so important to you)))) cause she works tere.damn i hope they ALLL can lepak.den at least it wouldnt be sucha fcuked up day.sigh.

and yea it is still weird.so yea.nevermind.its gonna be over soon.
so is the ordeal with mrmarl.

Everything around us blurrifies,
Then spin, twirl
and soon, they no longer linger
in my mind.

Worries fade away,
troubles disappear
and evil would no longer have a say.

All left then in my box,
would be you and us.
Accompanying them,
would be happy thoughts.

ahmad



Mad, chill.
6/19/2008 11:25:00 PM
Oooooooooo. This one's classic. I slept even before Spec.

Maddddddd.
You can have my phone.
:D
Haaaaaa.
No, I'm joking.
I feel you bro.

Anyway,
Spec Course was da shizz.
No, not literally.

What we did:
-12 hours of sitting with legs folded.
-6 hours of waiting time.
-10 hours of sleep.
-2 hours of dozing off.
-x hours understanding what I was doing.
Note: No. of hours are totaled up. "x" means nil.
Yeah.
Anisa is da shizz anyway.
Yes, she is.
Trust me.
I'm missing her, again, already.

hasiffffff.




Meh?
6/19/2008 07:39:00 AM
Yellow.
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.
And I miss everyone pretty much.
In particular,
Anisa.
And Mad.
And Dzul.
And Aytie.
Yeah.

Hasif.


Wednesday

6/18/2008 09:24:00 PM
please.stop.calling.
i.hope.you.understand.that.

dzul, at this time i need you.
or i need sif's hp which can block calls.

ok so yesterday was hellish.
aytie and dzul knows.
after a 'slap' from dzul to ask me to speak up,
and the realisation that ive been like a pathetic dog whos being kicked around,
i decided to speak up to dad.and well it went werse.
but it was worth it.
and its not only to dad that i have to...nevermind.i dont know.
i dont know whats been fuelling these shietts.issit the secrecy?
or just the deprivation.
but dzul seems to agree with me.
its not REAL weird.but it still is weird, at least.
lets let matters rest.there'll be another time.or not.
i.dont.know.

and hols finishing.
two things that im happy about that.
1)money moving out stops.money coming in starts.
2)hope in decrease of bad activities.

and yes im not over ranting
i am actually.i cant say much coz there isnt anything much.
but hell, its heaven n hell at the same time now.
nvm.theres always mrmarl

ahmad
when these small things hit you so much emotionally.


Tuesday

6/17/2008 12:55:00 AM
behind blue eyes-the who cover incomplete -

im bored.so there you go.do remember to close the windows while listening to it.scared rain.today wasnt that bad.wasnt real great either.but it was fine.yeaa.nevermind.

and i just realised that imeem cut it .idk y.wtf.knnabueccb.

ahmad


Sunday

6/15/2008 10:33:00 PM
http://www.myspace.com/fbecore

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=119721061

http://www.myspace.com/abitteraffection

Worth checking out.
SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC, YO!



AHHHMOTHERFUCK
6/15/2008 10:05:00 PM
I like this. (Taken at First World Hotel)

NOOOO.
NOT MOTHERFUCK.
ITS FATHERFUCK.
COS ITS FAGGOT'S DAY.
Father, I mean.
Sorry.

Anywho,
what's the big deal about Father's Day when your dad's like a bitch every day?
Tell me.
The only one who's sharing the shit with me is that guy named Mad.
Yeah.

Thankiewwww.
I miss Anisa & I need her very badly.
Period.

Hasif.


Saturday
FINALLY AYE
6/14/2008 03:54:00 PM

Yeah.
I feel like posting about my trip,
but again,
I think it's redundant.
Temperature's nice.
15 afternoon.
12 at night.

Mhmmm.
Next time you're at Genting, remember to bring your FBTs, tanktop & flipflops.

Sigh.
I wanna do my homework.
Seriously,
but I can't even recall the stuff needed to do.
Fuck.
And everyone left me today!
GAH.
Buggers,
go without me.
Mmmmmmmmmmm.
Anyway, I'll be watching the Saudi game later with Mad.
Better be good.


Hasif.





6/14/2008 12:28:00 AM
sorry sif and tiqah.
just felt fcuked and didnt wna go town.coz idk.just fucked up i guess.no
nothing happened.just like tired and uninspired and fcuked up.
ok maybe im not.
but maybe the fact that i am now makes me say that i was fucked up.
i wasnt.at last i met faiz and arep and headed down to park.
damn arep.he was supposed to do for me a favour.
n im still sore about it.hahahahaha.

ok so why am i effed up.ill tell you why.i cant tell you why.*whispers*
hahahaha.no la.forget it.i was fucked up.maybe i still am now.but it does not matter.ill be fucked up tomorrow, or the next day.no one knows.so fuck it coz fuckedup-ism is a reality.

ouh and fag's online.fucking hate fag.(no not reffering to homos.chill to those who read our blog.we dont hate homos.)im just referrin to one in my contact list.

ok so nevermind.i finished 'never back down'.its fuckiing inspirational.and once i get my job, ill probably invest in a course at a gym.yeaa.heee~Thanks DZUL n JANIAH!
but still gta meet boss.

And you are my escape,
my getaway.
Loyal, faithful;
Always there.
You soothe me,
cool me down.
You got me,
addicted to you.

But now i realise,
how cruel you are.
Slowly, silently;
you take my life away.
With every kiss,
hides death.
And you never fail;
pulling me to you.
And i turn to you,
desperate.
And slowly, silently;
You kill me.

blagh.i really think ive lost it.cant write anymore,

ahmad
i swear im fuckd up.i tink i still am.


Thursday
Guess who's back?
6/12/2008 12:31:00 AM
*Slim Shady tone*
Nanana.

Okay stop.
Yeah, I'm back.
Hasif, that is.
Fucking 3 days away from this tiny red dot,
I'm finally back on homeland.
But the sad part is that,
she's having her camp till Friday.
Mind you it's Wednesday today.
And that, I'll be having MY camp,
next Mon to Wed.
FUCKING HOLIDAYS SO REDUNDANT
MIGHT AS WELL DON'T NAME IT HOLIDAYS.
'cept for the past 3 days though.

OH OH OH.
the dog's barking.
Hafta go.
Ciao.

Hasif.


Monday

6/09/2008 09:24:00 PM
okayyy guys im back.
your favourite blogger has gone to Genting.dont know whether he has posten on that one.
but muahaha now you alll must listen to me.me.MEEE.goreng.
heehee
nahh im just joking.my blogging skills really stoop low.

so aniway today was kinda great.i went out first to meet naz and den atiqah den fahmi.
den i made my way home and met dzul.he wanted to go to tampines to get some NCC stuff done.near safra there.
and so we headed there.n he blanja-ed us rides back.from there, we walked to opp st hildas pri to get drinks.then we walked slowly back to safra.went to tampines mart and dzul blanja-ed me a meal.THANKS MAN.
den we went whre ah?ouhh we walked to the bus stop and took a bus to pasirris.i thought i was gna go home coz mum was screamin fr me to get home before she does.but aniway, i chose to go to pasir ris park with dzul.coz ya know, evrytyme we get there, we talk about our shiets.and its nice ah.the two bros here are the ones i pour all the shiet out on.so yeaa theyre the ones who probably know most about me.unlike my dad who thinks he knows everything about me, teenagers NOW(eys NOW not HIS TIME) and my principles and my interests.he thinks he knwo everything in my head.sad to say everytime he tries to tell me about me, i find them wrong.and nope its not denial coz i know if im in denial.sooner or later, ill find out if im denying the facts about me. and so yeaa we chilled.this guy was fishing and he probably had a good day.two fishes already.and he got another two.and one was big enough to have a greatgreat meal.

n then at about 8.10? we headed home.and yeaa was chill.so yea.chill.hahaha.nothing else to write about.except the fucking funny matreps who were sparring in the middle of an open field in pasir ris park.skinny wearing skinnys.hows that.a whole lot of bamboo in pasir ris park.first time encounter.heeheehee.i shouldnt talk about them either.later they beat me up so bad, id kill any one who beats an egg.ouhh man.lame joke of the year.ok.i suck at cracking jokes.eggs.geddit?see?lame.kks

before i kill all of you with my lameness, i better go.

ahmad
and i miss you more on the second day.
hell lot more.




6/09/2008 01:39:00 AM
First Day
d;kwfhhidbcwklbchbcq omg i miss her.
FIRST DAY.FEW HOURS.CHEEEEKEN.
no not that chicken-feet-chicken.its i-dont-wna-maki-'chicken'.
its not chicken.hahaha.that's for sure.
its a whole dang turkey-monster.
eh wtf am i talking about?ok pardon me.
so what did i do today?
i went for tuition, came home, ate, and slept.pretty boring day.
but heyy i need my sleep after staying up to watch both czech vs swiss. and portugal vs turkey.
i swear swiss coudve won. who agrees with me please storm the fucken tagboard!!!!
but yea....really.reaaaaally cudve won...so many damn chances.
and portugal vs turkey...well lets just say that portugal was so good, they controlled the match.the pace and all.heeheeheeee.
ouhh and the only reason czech won is coz of their ouh-so-good-cfc-keeper.cheekiao. no not the rider.its a variation of the cheeeken.
was a cool night out.
man you know whats my biggest problem now?
money.no income source.all outcome source.
and thinking its the great singapore sale.
and fuck i still gott pay RE 150+.and my savings...
from 32 left 10.cheesiong.
i need a job.desperately.anibody got vacancy?bodyguard perhaps?nahh kidding ill just piss in my pants...any la.carwash wtv.

fcuk i swear.

tomorrow i also have to woodlands to get the completed RE surveys so i can analyse them.anal-ice.thats how its pronounced.ok

by now u all can tell that im bored and most probably retardded.
so i should get sedated.goodbye.

ahmad
i miss you.






Sunday
Buhbye.
6/08/2008 10:58:00 PM
I'm gonna see Anisa on Friday.
I'm positive.
Take care guys, off till Wed.
I'll see if I'm able to get any shitxz or smtg.
No perilly's mad, sorxz.
:D

BYEEEE.
and enjoy while I'm away.

Hasif.

PS. Mad, don't let that shit linger in your mind, let it go.
It's aight.

& ANISA I FUCKEN MISS YOU I DO.



Vietnam
6/08/2008 08:07:00 PM
I went to Vietnam
It was awesome
I won;tblog to detail
but there is something i;d really like to say
thank you Mr Hue
For teaching me oh-so-much
About Vietnam
Its
Culture
History
People
Everything

May God bless you
And let you have a pleasant time ahead
In all your adventures
With other people like me

Once again
Thank you so much
Mr Hue



EUROo8
6/08/2008 06:04:00 AM
HI ALL.
I HAVEN'T HAD MY FIX YET.
YES.
I'VE NOT SLEPT A WINK SINCE, um, THE FIRST EUROo8 MATCH.
I FEEL FUCKED.
BYE.

Hasif (went to sleep alr.)


Saturday
Fee fi fo fum.
6/07/2008 09:29:00 AM

Hello readers.
Joy to the world, for Ahmad.
:D

Haaaaaa.
Fuck you, maseh blom blg aku crite.

Nevermindah.
Meeting them later anyway.
Supposed to meet my long-lost friend, Farris.
Heh.
Raining laa siols.
Gonna go gym,
soon.
eeee my face kene potong stengah. D:

TO ANISA: HAPPY 5th MONTH YO. (IKNOWIT'S146DAYS) but heck, I've said what I needed to say, and like again, quantity <>(EHINOTSURE <> D:)
:B

Hasif.
PS, I LOVE YOU.




6/07/2008 12:17:00 AM
ee siala.satu skolah sia sickening.
ok ah aku tak nafikan ada budak2 diorang okay.
tapi aku sumpah sia.sick sia satu2.perangai.pokaywak.pikir satu mcm pehh high class. tapi step mat rep.sial.mat rep pon tak akan pandang korang la sia. pukimak. naseb ah sia aku ada cara. cb. tkd reason aku tk sentuh. irritating sia satu2. aku sumpah sia satu ari kalo dapat reason.satu2 aku bagi hancur.sial peh sundal.fuck. k takpe. tak pasal.

sorry man.i just had to let that out.its on a certain group of people.better not mention who. but yeaa. sick.
so yeaa i havent sleep.fag.

i miss her..i miss just now.

waaaa :'(

nvm.cheers all you guys!

ahmad


Friday

6/06/2008 08:39:00 PM
heyy heyy heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
im back ya'll.
and i tell ya.
scrapped todays plan.
but geee omg...im actually sick now.like.what atiqah mentioned as LOVESICK.
cheeekong.
i wont talk much...i just met her.yeaa.but hell i mean HEAVEN.ok.den after that met fahmi.den nazirul joined.den aytie joined.but anyhoos.those are normal lepak sessions.but im too dazed by the extraordinary that i wont talk about the ordinary.today was unique and greatgreatgreat coz of her.
btw, ni mlm bangku kosong.hehe kosong pia.

ahmad

and i wanted to say,
i love you very very much.hee.and just now.a millionlion thanks.I LOVE YOUUU.hahaha k im dumb.lols.it was just great ah.bestest-est-est.heeheehee.and yea..i love you soooo much.hahaha dumbo.no la. i mean yes la.but yeaa...how could i forget.jheeeeee.n dear, i wish it could last forever.hehs.love you:)take care yea at Redang.But do have fun!hee.bet i didnt have to tell you that one.XD

ahmad




6/06/2008 12:47:00 AM
tomorrows kinda like a big day for me
not that im getting married,but
been a looong loong time.
n im kinda nervous too.
yea yea call me kental wtv ill fish u in the face.heeheehee.
nahh coz like den she's gg for a holiday.
den of course i want this day for her to remember ah.
but ya know one constraint?cash.dang.please God.please make it rain cash tonight.heeheehee.
else, make me find an envelope with at least 50$ inside tomorrow.
ok man.well....cheers boyos

ahmad




The conversed.
6/06/2008 12:33:00 AM
Credits to Hunnaye. :D (she got her skills from me.)


Yellow world.
It's about time since I've posted.
Hmmm, gotta update aye?

Let's see, lots of shit throughout this week.
Spec course (Sea Mod.) 2nd - 4th June.
What can I say?
Way damn slack as I expected.
Mhmmm.
I fucken slept through all the lessons,
but I can confidently say that I went
through the theory paper smoothly.
HAAAAA.
Bends&hitches shit.
Senang.
Splicing also.

SO, all I'm left with, is.
Land Mod.
16-18 June.
Cheebye.
Then I'm fuckin done with Specking Course.
To get that cookie of mine.
And 2nd SGT!
Get real. -.-

Bytheway guys,
next Mon, I'll be off to KL.
Till Wed.
Yeaaah.
Write down a list of shit for me to get.
I've no idea what to get thereeeee.
PETALING, HERE I COME.

Hi Anisa.
Hunny, I fucken miss you.
This week's been really, really bad.
Well, at least I'm seeing you tomorrow.
That's a good thing.
But the con is, it'll be the only day till
next Thurs.
FUCK.
Another 5 days.
3 days without contact.
NO wait, I can text!
You go 'enjoy' your camp, aye.

Mhmmm.
I'll end this not-so-interesting post with an awesum pic.
No, crap.
I changed my mind.
TOO LAZY.
NYEHEHEHEHEHEH.
I'm actually listening to Jack's Mannequin - Bruised, now.
Some old song it is.
Nice, though.

ALL OF YOU THERE.
Go to Myspace, check out Punk Goes Crunk.
Search it.
jYeah.
:D

TATADLES.

Hasif.




Thursday

6/05/2008 02:24:00 AM
sorry man.cant go with u people on friday.ill make it up to you guys anthr time yea?

yayayay friday.

ahmad


Tuesday
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO ANEESAAH.
6/03/2008 10:14:00 PM
*pointspoints.* (Credits to AYTIE :D)


She rules my ass.
No, wait.
It's the other way round.
Yeah.

WHEN.
THE.
HELL.
AM.
I.
GONNA.
SEE.
HER.
AGAIN?!?!?!?!?
-dies.

Hasif.


Sunday
YOOOZAAAA.
6/01/2008 10:54:00 PM
My post for today.
Been busy with HER post.
So, leceh.
Anyway, I'm just being kind and thoughtful. (I AM, BTW)
OKAY.
Nothing much actually.
Dzul's off at Vietnam.
Hopefully, all the Communists there'll love him.
Who wouldn't, aye?

ILOVEDTHEWEEKEND.
Yeah.
Gerek.
Best.
Okey, maybe not so lah.
But still, gerek.
Cos from now onwards, Mon to Wed I'll be, stuffed.
Right.
No free time.
Uhuh.
SORRY BEBXZ.
Oke.
I'm done.
OVER & OUT.

Hasif.