Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
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Saturday
7/26/2008 07:46:00 PM
gah hasnt really been very good. but yea lets try not to talk about that. howre ya'all? hmms.i dont know whats next.what do i type next?_____________________________________________________________ fill in.
hmmms.forget that. so yesterday did the PT session.btw the list i wrote yesterday wasnt really complete. and its that x2 because that was considered one half. but it was hell.not fucking hell.just hell. there were points wen my head just slanted to my right when i was running. and i was jogging when i was suposed to sprint. and when i was suposed to jog, i jogged, at the speed of a walk.:) and by the end of it, every one was shagged. some continued to help out with the c division team run. some just sat and watch. but everyone had the legs stiff.i cant explain it.its not a cramp.but its just stiff and painful. and mostly the lower calf. monday's another session.
and i got home, watched house.i like house.it's somehow interesting. much more interesting then the ouh so much drama and happening lost. and i realised the video on dr house with the song behind blue eyes accompanied with it made alot of sense.
ok i cant fake it.
i cant stand it.yea its my fault.but. fuck.its been hell.today was werst.it was just downright bad. went to the beach.thought could do the usual stuffs tere and chill.but it didnt work. and dzul and all cant make it.so yeaa. its bad.its hard. but i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know what to say. my old teacher said " you have to have faith in what you believe" and i believe that you do. and its bad what i said. and im sorry.
and dzul cant lepak tonight too.guess im gonna go to my usual place.bye peeps.