I don't know already. I thought being a companion who listens to you,
understands your needs and cares about how you feel, was enough already.
But I was wrong. Or so I thought. Life can never be fair, can it?
I think I know the reason why. God made us each a unique individual.
We have our talents. We have our intelligence. We have our personalities.
But then again, each individual was meant for another. What do I mean?
I'm saying that, God made us, specifically, for someone else. And it
isn't a mix-and-match game. It's a once in a lifetime occurrence.
Meeting and getting to know that special someone. And that special
someone is going to be your life partner. For as long as you're alive, that is.

Let's get back on track. What I'm trying to say is that, if I were made
specifically and specially for that someone, obviously I wouldn't be out
there searching for her. It'll come. And you all know that.
Reality check: Look at how old we are right now. We're not even
adults yet.
It's normal for someone at this age to be in "love" with someone else.
And when it happens, it might just go away easily after a period of time.
And sooner or later, while gradually progressing through life, that he or she
will simply emerge and be yours.


As far as I'm concerned, I don't get what I'm talking about.
Maybe it's just gibberish. Yes, I do hope it is.

We've been together for 6 months already.
What does it mean? Idk, but I know our feelings
for each other will always remain strong as ever.
Nothing can do shit. Trust me, nothing.
And when I mean nothing, I mean nothing at all.
Talking to another girl?
Going out with another guy?
Personally, I feel that there's nothing that can get
in our way. Whatever it is, and whoever,
we'll still come to this certain point in which
we accept and respect each other's decision and so on.

In other words, it doesn't mean that since I'm with this girl,
I can't do what any other guy can do. In terms of socialising that is.
I'm still the guy you can talk to, but I know, that God presented me
the right one and there's no need for me to find anyone else.

Hasif.