Sometimes I just don't understand my friends. Or to be more exact, guy friends from my school. There's this distinct difference between them, and my friends who're not from my school. It sets them apart totally. And at times, I really can't help being part of them though it's kinda fucked up. It lets me feel that sense of belonging, which I usually don't when I'm around with them on norm terms. I simply don't understand why am I even connected to them in the first place. When I think over it again, it tells me two stories. If I hadn't gotten close to them previously, would I still be like this? Would my school life be boring and mundane? BUT, since I'm now with them, why must it be this way? I really do not get it. Others might have a different point of view of them at times, while others boldly dislike them. The one thing that's up on my mind is that, are they fucking deprived of what? What I've noticed is that, they obviously do NOT keep contact with their previous schoolmates. Which makes them really left out, but heck, do they even care? I mean, they only bother about their current life. Their current achievements. Their current contacts. What about your fucking outside life ha? Don't you fucking have one? I'm not the only one who has these opinions. As what I've known, there are a few others who think the same way too. It's not as if we give a damn about these people, but it's just that, it intrigues one that how a group of "buddies" can actually live their lives that way. It gets people's minds thinking about how they can tolerate bullshit but still be friends. Or so it may seem to be.

ANYWAY, just needed to distress abit. Today wuz English & MT. I think I fucked both papers up. And now I have to mug to Comb Humans & A Maths tomorrow. Oh wait, FUCK A MATH.
Yeah.

Hasif.