This sincere apology goes out to the two guys I let down today.
I really don't know how to say it infront of you two. We've promised ourselves
a good time this Friday but I just had to let you guys down. I'm sorry that
I took things for granted and I wished I could've told you two earlier so that
there wouldn't be any last minute changes. I would wanna be up there
for the teachers and you but I'm really sorry that I had to screw everything up.
If it wasn't for me, you guys could've carried on and have a whale of a time.
I hope you two read this, so.

And I'm gonna say this in advance, so that the people that I know would understand.
Firstly, I've spilled my feelings and told N I didn't wanna compete.
Secondly, she thinks I'm stubborn, but I think otherwise.
Thirdly, I don't want to let my platoon mates down this time, but I've no choice.
Lastly, I'm really sorry to you guys cos if it wasn't for me fucking up my NCC career,
nothing like this would've happened.

Hasif.