today a teacher told me this referring to me, after nagging at me and insisting i dont come for lessons.
"Ive called your parents. I want to leave you with, raising a child is difficult but raising a rebellious and insensible child is heartbreaking" ive got no problem with the i called your parents.i know that.but what was after that left me clenching my fists. felt like fcuking up that bitch there and then. ok i couldnt answer her back coz i didnt know what to do.im not defensive when someone of gretaer authority scolds me.after awhile i chilled tho. i felt like.who the fuck cares? you wanna fucking say things like that? i dont give a damn.its my life.my parents dont complain.if they didnt like me id prefer them to say it to me.yea they do not like the life im running but they dont say anth.who the fcuk does she think she is to say that?hahaha its my life man.lemme run it.dont judge.

was fcuked for awhile after that actually but guys cheered me up as usual with their dumb shiet activities.wakakakakaka.



ahmad

helo guys
hahahas
all of us been rather busy with exams.n mugging.even the now honorary lpak members.the old members oso ahh.

actually i just wnted to post a song.been one of my favs. and i hate the vocalist coz of his voice.i mean coz his voice is fcuking good. and we play that song too.just that vocals tak sampai muahahaha.so anw, i just realised how emotional it actually is...so here it is guys..



lols took awhile to find d code.gees.n here are d lyrics.

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

Eh, no. I've not posted for ages. One week ago, to be precise.
Not in the mood to blog, cos exams are just around the corner.
Final year exams. Yes.
9 months passed by just like that. Without me realising or noticing
any big difference in myself.
I still do the bad things. I still procrastinate. I'm still the lazy mofo
who lazes around thinking of music all the time.
One year ago, I was wondering, how the hell am I gonna cope with Sec 3,
but in a blink of an eye, the FYEs are simply around the corner and
I'm awaiting my impending doom.
Fuck.
I doubt I'm prepared. Eh no, I have never been prepared. Yeah.
I'm looking forward to next week's celebration, that's all.
Raya, here I come.
F1 this weekend, this town of ours will be packed with all those goodies. Gaaah.
How I wish I could catch all the action at town. With a DSLR of course.
But never mind, catching it live on the TV screen suffices.

ANYWAY,
currently, I'm contemplating on what guitar I should buy. :/
There are a few choices in my head right now: Ibanez, LTD/ESP, PRS, Schetcher or Rally.
Yes, you might not have heard about the last brand, but I just read it up
at Soft.com.sg that it's a so-called franchise brand of Epiphone.
Well, for the models, it'll be RG320EX, M-50, not sure, not sure, G-400. (According to brands.)
Doesn't really matter to you guys but, yeah. Budget's around $300-$500, explains the range.
BUT, I'll only get one if my results improve.
HAH.

Hasif.

hello guys
last friday me dzul hasif and the others(old memberz) went to buka.
there was us, mahyrah, suliana, shamira, syaz, ariff, arep,
no one else ryte?
fiq cudnt cme, neither cud danial, fadzli or ....who ah whoooo.farris.
and raiidahh too.
to be honest, i wna ajak some other people too but donno im not d masterplanner.

hmms.went madjack at simpang then headed to pasir ris park.ehre are just some pictures that they took(mz and shamira)

Lime Sonic Bang 08, cancelled.

http://soft.com.sg/forum/music-kopi-tiam/66241-lime-sonic-bang-08-a-31.html#post722601

D:

I was SOOOO looking forward to that, but, fuck.

Anyway,

"MOTLEY CRUE ticket holders will receive $20 off on TASTE OF CHAOS Tickets when they go on sale on Sept 22nd!"

22nd Sept, HERE I COME. (Envy those Motley Crue fans. :/)
:D

Hasif.

ZOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

http://soft.com.sg/forum/gigs-concerts/80627-taste-chaos-tour-singapore-atreyu-i-lay-dying-story-year-mucc.html <- CHECK THE FUCK OUT. (EH YOU MUST CHECK IT OUT)

THIS CAN'T BE TRUE. NOOOOOOOO.
THIS HAS GOT TO BE TRUE, IF NOT I'LL KILL THEM.
Wakakakakakaka.
Two of my fav. bands are gonna rock out on this tiny red dot on the 8th of November 2008.
ATREYU & AS I LAY DYING ZOMFG.
I'm freaking out yes, cos I REALLY WANT TO FUCKING CATCH THEM LIVE LAAAAAA.
Mosh mosh mosh. Headbang headbang headbang.
Lalalalalalalalala.

Heeeeeee. 8th November, hmm. Still have time for me to save up.
Will be expecting it to cost more than $150 maybe? BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES,
IT'S WORTH EVERY CENT.
HAH.

And check this out too:

Bloody hell, this babe can rock that song out while I still suck at it.
:/

Damn, even girls are better than me.

Hasif.

heyya guys.
im back.rather too soon.
but ive got nothing to do. and tomorrow im not schooling.
long story to explain to you guys.
hmmms. well the only thing in my head now is...what just happened.gah.
idk im not like....grieving for my balls.
or bawling my eyes out like before.
or reaally reaaaally regretting what i did.
and no its not her.
i guess im just too far gone.
it was great.in many ways. but yea its over and done with.
now that its over, im gna say to you that it wasnt fine at all.
as in i wasnt doing any good. but heck
at least now all ive gotta do is get over it completely.
im sorry if somehow that hurts or i sound fcuking evil.
but guess thats reality.

tomorrow i only have one period in school.gah.

dont know what to do. blagh.

ahmad

Finally, a so-called reunion with our old pals, Mad, DK, Farris, Irsyad & me.
Greaaaaat day. Got together at last for like, how long? I don't know, but it's been long.
Yeah, I'm not gonna post about the same thing as Mad, but there's one thing I'd
like to pinpoint though. The food.
:D

Gaaaaah. Imagine living in an area with landed property around, and there's a great eating paradise nearby, but you didn't know of the ONE. If only I'd knew about Spize earlier.
Yes, I know. I suck. :/
Ordered a Buttered Pepper Chicken, and was hoping it to be the usual Black Pep Chic,
but nah, it was a whole lot better. Mind the price, $11.50, but heck it, it was fucking
worth it. Not to mention Mad's Lasagne Rosso ($10.50), DK's Bullet Steak(?) ($14.50),
Syad's Fish & Chips ($9.50), and Farris's Mushrm Burger(?) ($7.50). I'm not really
sure of the prices though, but hah, we were rich kids for a moment :D
Everything was worth the price, trust me.
I had mine with Teh Ais. How classic is that?
Imagine dining in a restaurant, only to order your beverage as that. Lmao.
Okaaaay.
Impromptu jamming after that, I'd say we clicked, yes Mad, it's "click".
And Man Utd lost 2-1 to Liverpool. Meh. Was expecting a draw instead.
DAMN IT.
Mhmmm.
Tuition's starting soon, ciaos.

Hasif.

wooo just not was not d best but the best.its fucking gerek
went out with dzul and sif at first. went town. penin to get something.looked at shoes.yeaa
then went to suntec went to adidas.saw the adizero again.dang.and the boots.
then took 10 to simpang bedok.
dope.met farris and irsyad there(all pri sch frens btw)
aqilahs were supposed to go but couldnt. so yea we five doods ate. thanks dzul for the belanje.
padehal dier blom ckp blanje XD

den we went to the back to watch alil of soccer.till halftime.1-1 but heard liverpool won 2-1 gerek pe.anw man u's goal was nice.tho i rooted liverpool.im anti man-u mind u.
and i was hoping acmilan travelled to anfield n disrupted the game with inzaghi scoring XD
then dzul went to his fren's house

so we made our way home.but halfway we went to check if the studio was open.hehehe
and yes it was. farris and hasif or farris payed fr it XD 14 bucks.
and we jammed for an hour.dope.inpromptu, never played together before and jammed just for fun and we cliqued.
coz like.idk maybe its because weve been friends for a long time so we just know how to have fun.and also maybe because there were no expectations and genre diffrences,we all wanted to play what we knew, regardless of genre.see?no genre discrimination.good start.
played alil of master of puppets(which i dont know hw to play whole song and cudnt catch up with the pace at times heheheheh)
err abit of a7x.
this and that and this and that.
fucking great session.
we really should go on with hasif's plan.
yeaa.
den headed home. wheeee~

ahmad

ouh ouh ouhhhhh
n i saw that r8 model at penin just now.
ahhhhhhhhh fcuk hot.
but isnt the acceleration abit slow?
if im not mistaken.so correct me if im wrong. so since hasif showed his sexay thing that made him lust his life out, ill show my TWO.hehehe

hot right?admit it.both nissan.fuuuuuuuuuuzzccckkkk

haii today was fun.
skipped three lessons. which= more than half a day.
slept in the second, my free period till end of recess.and then went gym but got kicked out. then i just slacked alone at the stadium steps and read a book while listening to my mp3.n it was raining so was suisui weather.===dope.

den went sembahyang.rushed back right after for remedial.
then got stucked at the malay room as the exco for MCC asked me to go for interview since there were no one else around who were suitable. they thought of it as a joke.
me too.
until they said it was serious(as a formality) and suddenly my mind turned from doofus joker to serious interviewee.
and now they say maaaybe im PRO.public relations officer.wtf.
im screwed.but at least then, sth will fill my testimonial.phewwXD

then went to penin coz a fren wanted to get a hoodie. eh i want one too.not coz all the kids are wearing em. but coz i like it laaaaaaaa.

hmms den buka tokcock and whoooosh
den go home.dah.yea finish
the end,

ahmad

Err yeah.
I've finally decided on this plain looking pure white skin.
It's uber cool like ohemgee. Nah, joking.
I just like the purist look.
Hope you dig it too, Mad.

And guess what? I discovered this new piece of treasure this afternoon;
(This might not excite certain readers though, but it would enthrall car enthusiasts.)

JUST SCROLL BELOW IF YOU'RE IMPATIENT.



I'll end my post now,
while dreaming about getting one.
:B

Hasif.

argh fcuk.fcuking load of trashwork to be done.
math re malay ss and remedials.fcuk.n i thot term 4 would be ez shiet.

ahmad

heyy guys
you know, come to think of it im werse than mr siffy there.
ive got 4 subject failures.
n if i dont make it for my EOYs, ill be kicked out of school. 3 years and im kicked out of school.
3 MUTHUFCUKING YEARS.
might as well get out in sec 1.so i better werk hard and maybe scrape through next year.
ouhh and i imagine how my testimonial will be like.
either famously bad.or famously EMPTY.

so just now was my auditions. it didnt went real good man.
judges said WRONG SONG.
well i admit, i cant reach the fcuking vocals in thunder.dang.

and im getting fatter.i put on fcuking 2kg.
i better do exercise even tho im fasting. i BETTER.
just now was great.from just slacking at the gymnasium watching the guys use the trampoline while i attempt to heighten my number of parallel-bar dips.much to no avail.
hahahs.all the way to sparring and wrestling.damn was great.had a great sweat too.XD
and yeaa shud do this .its for shoulder endurance.and its also a cardio exercise.so its good.
so dzul, ask ask ask about arms, do this. i tried once n i swear its a hel of a werkout fr d arms.
maybe coz im using 4kg weights. shud be lighter but i dont have any lighter. and i wonder wheres my old basketball.wna cut a hole in it and fill it with sand- tada! on made medicine ball.essential.
so anw this is the link to the shoulder endurance tingy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-u8Re0bFz4

adios

ahmad

ouhh hasif.
you're not the only one.
maybe thats why we were friends since pri 1.
coz of the retard-fuck-ness.
hahaa im lagging behind.
my exams are on the first week of RAYA.
im being put under intensive remedials(tue-fri)
how abt that aye?? during my suposedly-filled-with-fun-activities week, ill be down for EXTRA remedials.
my God, hope i can get throught this.
studying aint my thang ya know.
and now its intensive studying
and fasting.geee.
i cant study during the fasting month.feel TIRED
n SLEEPY.
n i wna train laaa fish.maybe ill come down on mondays only.
once in awhile or something.
i dont wna lag behind too man.like this year's Bdiv.

ouhh fcuk its raining
with THUNDER.
probably coz i was singing. THUNDER-boyslike girls.
nah nah nah.
its just that i have auditions tomorrow.playing with the band.
and easiest song and one that theyre familiar with>>that.
and i just jammed with them just now, fr the first time.for less than an hour.gee we're like screwed.
but it wasnt that bad.i got the tone right. but my pitch is one step lower than the original singer. geee how high can he get.
im actually nervous.drank plain water till my stomach is bloated.(coz te whole day i was singing trying to get things right but was fasting and throat went dry and painful)
im really hoping i dont screw up tomorrow. so yea guys pray ferrr me:)

and here is my confession.
pranked call a few people just now.
heeheeheeheeheeeeeee.
tu la keje aku.tkd keje pat skola prank call org.
kalau yg kene tu jgn marah ehh:)

ahmad

Well, not literally but anyway, fasting at school sucks.
It sucks when you know
you're always hungry in the morning even when you're not fasting.
It sucks bad also when you found out that you're gonna have your EOYs
during your fasting month, AND Raya celebration.
What the fucking hell? I'm having my bloody examinations in the midst
of our Hari Raya celebrations. Fuck that. The schedule's fucked up and
you guys know it. If only I wasn't in TK.

Today marks the first day of Term 4. The term which lasts for only like, 4 weeks?
Heck, it ain't even supposed to be called a "term". And mind you, we've only
2 weeks for revision, which is really insufficient for someone lagging behind like me.
There's just so much I really need to improve on, and I doubt there's enough time.
Ah shucks.

As someone would usually say; Le sigh.
;D

Hasif.

heyyos.
gee im finishing off my homework.hahahs.
sucks really.
and i didnt get the chance just now.
just not used to do it infront of alot of people.
so arep, next time suaaa.

its funny how a bald guy wearing tight denim and red laces(or not red) would be glared at cause people think hes racist, but a simple normal geeky guy who's actually racist just slips away with all the shiet inside him.

its funny how a piece of wood plus 6 strings can make a variation of pitches which when composed can be made into a melody.

its funny how people, no matter how civilized they are, love to watch people fight , like animals.

but also

its funny how people damn boxing when its a mixture of precision, skill and technique , strength and speed = much like gymnastic + weightlifting + track.

its funny how people can get into riots about 22 people chasing after a ball.(im no soccer-hater.i think im d same.only less fanatic)

its funny how people think extreme sports are dangerous but motorsports are fine.

its funny how my dad thinks bmx is more dangerous than a game where people put their body in line and crash each other.

its funny how.... i oso donno.

ahmad

Of our so called "one-week holiday".
And these are the pics from the previous night, which I'd promise to post but didn't.
Meh. So many stuff happening. So little time.

















Hasif.

fucks.
im feeling emo.
hahs. alot of nights are like this nowadays.haaaaa

hahahaha.
shiet u knwo guys tomorrow is already friday.
that= sucks.
but i have one school week left.
then its DMP.but mine is filled with remedials.
den theres one more week of school
den its the EOYs.
i AM scared.but im tired.especially now.ah fcuk.
i wna do something fun tomorrow.probably sleeping over at mate's.
gahhhh.
hope its something fucking fun.

sigh.
you know there have been a hell lot of times that i feel like msging you back.
but you were the one who said we should have a break.
and so yea i decided not to.
to be honest with you,
there are numerous times that i miss old times.
and then ill feel like shit i swear.
just keeping it all alone and shit.
but other than those times,
i dont know.
i dont even know how to say those things.
cause i dont even know what it really means
maybe i dont even know how i feel.


yeaa sorry guys.
feeling down.
then donno whre to nag.
so yea.
cheers all.

ahmad

Shiaaat.
I wanna post about our BBQ last night but it's too late.
Sheesh.
There're alot of pictures siols.
I'll just compile everything up tomorrow aighttxz, along with our trophies.
I predict it happening already.
:D

HASIF.

not anymore
not anymore
not anymoooore.

hahs.im sleepy but i dont want to sleep yet.
so thats what you get.
someone who doesnt know what to post, but feels like posting cause gots some buried feeling inside.
and at last he writes three lines that were the most striking in his favourite song at the moment.

ahmad

woooots i love siti.
and i love syakila too.
hahahaha actually syakila has nothing to do with it.
its last night i said goodbye. just that mr. vomit ended it with a syakilaaaaaaaaa.
hahahaah and siti's another one of their songs.
but actually my two fav songs from them are we are the kids who wtf and last night i said goodbye.
and the third day of baybeats wasnt very bad either. caracals sex was of course the highlight of the day. and there were two fights in the mosh.isshh hahahahaha
and i only got a small scratch beside my right eye.luckily wtv sharp thing didnt get into my eye.
else id be blind.heehee.ehh gerek.next ahh....idk wat depends ahh. so here it is... the lyrics for last night i said goodbye.

I'll never speak another word she swore
And as she spoke, her eyes were on the door

Made the boys run in every direction
Trying so hard to hide their erections

c/o
But girl, the world still loves you so
Even though you're such an animal
I could have passed on your love before
But not anymore
Not anymore
Not anymore

Let's not talk about faith and devotion
Cos I'm not half the man I was before
Let's not talk about sex and confusion
Cos all she knew was always something more

hahaha the song doesnt sound like that tho.hahahahaha
;)trust me.
hmmm then what else.thats all ah i guess.hahahs



ahmad

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
First day of fasting month.
Mhm.
And yesterday was the last day of Baybeats 08.
One of the bestest events of the year, ever.
Sadly though, I didn't manage to catch Typecast & Electrico.
Sigh. It's alright though. There's still Lime Sonic Bang.
HAH. That's the next event that I'm looking forward to.
Yeah.
Nothing else for now, cept for a eventful day today.
:D

Hasif.