Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
layout tm / dd
Wednesday
10/15/2008 09:04:00 PM
its bad enough that when we're talking about my studies and i clearly show that i regret my mistakes throughout my year, and you go all 'i told you so'. and after a fuckup chemisty paper.den you go shaking your head. fuck you. you thiink you're feeling bad? go in my shoes, knowing its your mistake, and you have so little fucking time to pull yourself up to what the school requires but you try your best, and your dad fucks u up by saying those things. think of yourself thats all you ever do. if i fucking fail in life, you won't be there to share my suffering. so dont act like you're actually feeling werse than me.
and when i go out to study, you say im pretending to go out to look for peace and that im showing attitude and you have the right to be angry. ouh so you have the fucking right to be angry because i did badly. like i said, you wont be there so i know that i have to study. u dont have to tell me so.and i shouldnt be angry coz u did what u did? and i have to understand that youre saying those things that OBVIOUSLY isnt of any help to my morale. goddamn and people say go talk to your dad when you're down. fuck that shit it just shows.
its like im trying to put effort for the first time. to pick up from where i left and thats already fucked up mind you.thinking how the outcome will be like while actually doing what you can in a short period of time.its like do or die. and alll you can do is put me down like that.pathetic. go read d gist of it dad, this is the storyline. go read it and try to be me. and den justify what u did.
