Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
layout tm / dd
Wednesday
11/12/2008 07:17:00 PM
i know its kinda early.its only November. but i just feel like doing the reflections on 2008 thing.hahahs. i dont know. i feel like there are some thoughts suddenly popping up. and i wanna get rid of em here.
As a whole, i feel that 2008 has been the biggest rollercoaster ride in my life. a hellofa rollercoaster ride. with the deepest downs and also i could say the highest high points. well, i fell. i thought i fell bad last year, but this year was the werse. well, at least i made an effort nearing the end of the year to pick myself up. pull up those bad grades.at least by abit. at least i tried. and like rollercoaster rides, 2008 was very fast.
well early 2008 was fresh.fresh everything.i felt frresh(or at least i could remember) new class, new form teacher. yeaa you could say it was a new environment. and with all new environments come confusion and effort to adapt. yeaa i could say i hated my new form teacher, and the class was cold. the teacher was pissy, unlike my sec 2 teacher. somehow i found her so difficult. like she couldnt understand. everything must be tiptop in form. disciplined. i juswasnt (and i cant say 'am') that kinda guy. i like being flexible. do whatever comes. and not plan, yeaa that kinda guy. i tried to change from the slackiest 2007 to please her, giving up at times. and well i gave up.
relationships were fine. hasif and dzul still the best buds. bestbest buds.eh guys yer realise its been three years since those days. when we would play at the playground.play soccer like its the only game on Earth. did we ride then?i think we rode. with syafiq tooo.hahahs.eh no i bought my bike in sec 1. so aniway those were the days when dzul was fluffy (:p) and he was a sadistic teddy too. HAHAHS. and i got close to my batchmates too.not that sec 2 i wasnt.just got closer.and the whole sec 3 batch got closer to the sec 4s. which was probably because of the mat room.whoaaaaaaaa.
ok so aniway then i gave up. i had a whole different life outside school. and obviously it was BIG. school life expects a BIG part of your life and there i was living another BIG time-consuming energy wasting life outside school. lepaklepaklepak. that was all i did. lepak, talk cock, huffnpuff and waste time talking nonsense.
with all the nonsense about fights and ndkwcbjececknec
that i think was what made me go waaaaaaaay down. slackslackslack.neglect studies. neglect everything else. i could say that WAS my life. no life.hahahs. sad.
because of that and without realising, my grades came down .fast. i didnt realise anything till nearing the end of term 3, i got my results.i was failing physics, math and chem. badbadbad. ring ring ring YOURE FAILING BADLY lols those werds flashed across my mind.literally. then i stopped lepaking. i realised after hours and hours everyday, all i did was sit and talk and huffed. and it was useless.i didnt get anything out of it. as in there was no product. ok so yeah. then it was the fasting moneth.that was when i really studied.i think thats the most ive studied in my 3 years in secondary school.hell. ok maybe its not as much as you people do.but yeaa it was still not that bad.it WAS studying.seriously. i fitted studying in any free time. lols and every night id study two hours or more.
then came my EOYS. hahs. by the 3rd paper, i was quite flushed. as in i was wrecked. tired.punctured.gahh so i didnt study. hahs reulst came. math i pulled it up. i mean i nealry passed.i know if i didnt study id get results similar to physics and chem.which i didnt have much time to concentrate on. hell yeah. so many fucking things to study so little time.like one subject is much more than the whole PSLE thing.hahs.
and now i like music. its my thing now. at least i dont do those things anymore. and i know what it feels like to study. so imma pick up sooner or later. ive got retests to take btw. sigh.
hahs. well 2008 was epic. i broke up with her. i bet she's living a new life too.fresh new one. and i can say that im living mine too.
hahs memorable events that happened this year.
-all the times after training spent slacking in school till night -orientation for the sec 1 mcc members. -all the times spent outside. -my first gig (hah late i know) -my first moshpit XD -how kamar knocked the wind out of me. heee. it was BAD i tell ya. -the memorable baby weeping.HAH.oops :X -the studying -the lepaking during fasting month -RE project -the breakup and fights MUAHAHHA -the postbreakuptrynagetupstage -the over already stage -the mishappenings that happened then.sigh.
ahmad
ps.been awhile since i sparred.im all rusty.somebody care to gimme a session?dzul?reefman?
