Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
layout tm / dd
Tuesday
11/04/2008 09:37:00 PM
im damn bored. yes im damn bored.i swear. and today was hell. boring.but okay. morning went gym. then went home. then went town. stuck at the outdoor stage at esplanade after walking aimlessly around marina sq. rained thus the stuck. then slept there. for about half an hour.yes weird, rtarded, metrepish wtv u wanna call it. fucking tired n fucking tempting. so dont question. den walked slowly to bustop and took 12 home.
and honestly, i dont feel like getting involved in bdiv09. i mean hell yeah i love playing.but i know that's not enough to attend the training sessions. i dont feel like going to any. and really i dont have any feelings or urges to train whatsoever. hell but i dont know how to tell this to the coaches or my teacher in charge.i think i better. its better that way than to go mia without news. sure, ill get a hell lot of stares and critisicm and maybe even insults behind my back. but at least i dont have to hide around during training feeling guilty or afraid or anything like that. i am REALLY not interested.i hope my captain sees this. or my coach .that's better. coz then having to tell them for myself wouldnt be necessary. please read this russell. and tell mr romi.
