Byeeeee I'm too lazy to post already.

Good luck eh people.

LOLS dzul's blog damn funnaye.
funnaye shiet babehhh.

hahahaha.
this week was fun!
i need to lepak less though.seriously.do work!
omg i cant bring myself to it.

and cut down.

looking forward to friend's treat:P

and FCUK i lost my 50 RM.
and when i wanted to take my bankbook, its not there.
im seriously screwed.
i owe a few people money.screwed.
die.
die.
mati.mati.
wahlaoooooooooooooo

its really scary.

ahmad

AHAHAH HIATUS.
Kbye.

(3)
x.

As we grow older,
we tend to have deeper,darker secrets.
Those we will never tell anyone,
or even if we do, only a small number
of those we're really close with.
Most are about our pasts, some present
and even the future.
Some are about habits,
states of mind,
or just something about us we wouldn't share.
Some secrets are ordinary,
and safe.
But some,
are just dangerous.

okaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
just finished watching qabilkhusyriqabiligam.again.i swear.
that movie. is
SAD.
nnbccb.
haaaaaaaa its one of those sad movies which can make me shut the hell up.
or tear.oops.
hahahaah no la.
whitesquall, the outsiders, and this movie.are the ones i remember.
as in them being sad.

ok so today....was..aiya long story sia.
n im still mabok from the turny wurny thingy at the playground so i think imma pass telling stories.
gonna turn myself in.

ahmad

okay guys im off to malaysia.
sorry i cant spend the holidays with you guys. really want to.
If this wouldnt be the last time i can visit my place there, i dont think ill go.
it is the last time.coz theyre gonna sell the house.
and i used to love that place when i was little.
i loved raking the dried leaves and burn a big pile of em.
i loved the chendol there too.
well, it was a part of my childhood i must say. where in hell in singapore can you get to do those things. and get bitten by RED ants.in your underwearXD
and wake up to the sound of roosters.
i just realised that i actually love that place.
the pace there is just so much slower.
that its's relaxing.

real sorry guys.

HAH and dzul, IT IS NOT A FLING!
i think i have feelings for her.

lols this thing isnt a paranoid-to-go-overseas thing.
i just feel like saying it coz i love my buds n bros.
n i think the things that theyve done for me, i can't repay.

so yea thanks bros n friends ,
both in primary school buds and in R.I
love you guys very much.

ouh i feel so gay saying that muahahahaha

ahmad

Today was a long day.fun, full of guilt and long.
and ended of kinda sadly with a dear companion leaving and returning to Australia,
today we said farewell to a very gerek friend who is fun fun fun.
She's the friend whom i have no bars to restrict me when im talking.
She's Raidah by the way.
I hope she gets home safely and hope she lives well in d next few years that she'll be there.
cheers to her.

and to a friend,
don't worry bro, we're all brothers and we will support each other.
we're family.there are some pics above.and raiidah d beylo one too hahahaha

ahmad

Hmmmm, not as bad as I thought it would be.
Friends over other matters, yeah for sure.

Come on lah, Raidah's gonna go back Aust. in like, 4 more days.
4 very important days.
It's not as if we had the chance to see every day/week/month for the last two years.

And two months is a very short period of time.
I still remembered that day when I was so damn tired due to lack of sleep, but I still went down to EHub cause Rai came back on that day.
LIKE OMG SHE LOOKED SO DIFFERENT FROM THE LAST TIME.
Yes, everyone changes, and especially if that person goes away for a long period of time, and then returning to Singapore suddenly.

Hmm okay let's cut it.
I shall not talk about it anymore.
4 more days before we say au revoir to our close companion, and hopefully she'll won't forget us in the years to come.


Aight okay, today was fun, tiring & fun.
Usual training in the morning.
To me, training = lepak = waste time.
Yeah really, I don't do much during Saturday trainings, just slack around.
Anywaaaaay, today was really unexpected.
So many plans with so many people, but it all ended out with one fine gathering
& a fucking close shave with something so fucking unexpected.
Daymn.

Well, thanks to friends like AM & DK, I know now that true friends will always be there for you,
forever. (Well, most of the time)

(3)
x.

Getting into the ring not knowing what to expect and having fear already giving you the punches-suicide.

ahmad

Eeeek.
My Saturday plans are foiled.
And that's for not planning earlier with others. Gaaaaaaaah.

Anyway, today was a-okay. Heh.
Decided to skip school with A.H. and this other guy who looks like a Malay but is an Eurasian.
:o

Yeah. Might add that it was one of the best days of my week. Haha.
Laughed till my cheeks got sore and my abs strained.
Bloody hell, nose shit. LMAO ROFL.
Okay.
Headed to NAFA with A.H. later on afternoon, and we got lost cos we couldn't find the place.
Thanks to those assholes who gave us wrong directions. Nabeh.
NAFA looks cool, but, but, but, I dont know eh, depends.
Oh, and thanks to Fatiha, I got to know more about Poly life! (rightttt)
Well, I sure am heading to a poly anyway.

Gonna get ready for tomorrow's training and so on and on.
Jamming afterwards, maybe? And IDK about the rest.

(3)
x.

This week.damn.
been long.but fine.
break the year up to weeks.
makes it better yaw.
hahahas.
like tomorrow's the last day of the week.go enjoy your weekend.have rest+some entertainment.
then start the week again.dont think about how long itll be.or how short the weekend was.
it helps.for me at least.

haaaa today after school just lepaked with arep, raii and hasif.long time never meet em. especially raiidah. the one who......okay nevermind.
do not mess with raiidah as she will call up her friend mahyrah and they will team up to be the sistersinister who will pinch your skin off.i tell ya. im dead serious about this.they're dangerous peopleXD

and im addicted to a few of songs now.damn.

i cant wait for this year to end seriously.end of all worries for a long period. end of late nights and early mornings.crazy long days. crazy workloads.haaaaa go and find a job, box and shop and ....enjoy life! i forgot another word that's supposed to be in there ahahah.

and i swear my brains in mashes and scrambles.haaaaaaaaaaaaa help me!
hahahs.

ouhh and im cutting down smokin tiqs, cutting down like trees.
slow progress.but got ah. like if can draw graph i draw.HAH! mathy psycho.;)
like got sudden dip then after that dip slow progress.

ouh and btw, the title has sheesha in it.want to see what it describes(this is a picture from 08)

It sucks to be in this circle where no one can be trusted.
Especially when it's in your own school.


I'm recuperating, at last, from this mild fever & flu, but I'm still having a slight cough.

Slept the whole day today, from 11+ till 6pm.
How cool's that?

I don't feel like going to school already.
Afraid I might get sick, again.

On a brighter note, I'm getting my EAGLES award tomorrow, AT LAST.
Gee.
2009's gonna be a slow & stressful year for me.

(3)
x.

BOOM BOOM BOOM.
O levels coming, but, I can't wait for those FUCKING AWESOME GIGS COMING RIGHT UP.

First up, this Saturday @ *scape.

Live 'n' Loaded Pre-Launch Gig

Where: *scape Youth Park
When: 17 Jan (Sat)
Time: 5pm to 8pm
Who: A Vacant Affair, Vertical Rush, Plain Sunset, Allura and Astroninja

Then, 1st Feb.

We will be holding Ultrasound at the PLAYDEN located in The arts house on the 1st of February 2009 from 12pm to 10.30pm.

Address of venue:
The Arts house
Old Parliament Lane
Singapore 179429

THEN AFTER THAT, 7th Feb.

PARKWAY DRIVE ft. Hamartia etc etc.
Poster below.

WOOT WOOT BAIK PER.

Anyway school sucked, sleepy & tired.
Sick now.
My school did kinda well for O's but they ain't giving half day or any shit.
Bloody mofos.
Ah crap, trying not to spew any expletives.

(3)
x.

Today's my birthday.
Yes, I'm sixteen now, nothing special.
Everything seemed so normal today except for some unusual happenings.
Well anyway, I didn't get to enjoy my 16th birthday like anyone else would.
That sucks alright.


Look on the bright side, Man Utd beat Chelshit 3-0.
OMFG.
O-W-N-A-G-E.






Credits to Vidic, Rooney & Berbatov, and not forgetting the rest.

(3)
x.

Turning 16.
Legal-to-fuck age.

Yeah, woot.

Next Saturday at *scape, please come down for Live & Loaded Pre-Launch event WOOT.
A VACANT AFFAIR IS PLAYING FUCK YEAH.

I can't wait for 17th Jan & 7th Feb.

So fucking cool or what.

(3)
x.

was suposed to go see AVA at RP today.
went there and found out it was cancelled.WTF.
went TP instead. ended up doing sth different.
no regrets tho. ;)
too bad i dressed for AVA.and looked out of place.HAH!

ahmad
ps.lucky nvr wear dumb band tee XD

My First week of school was shiet and hectic.
bloody filled and tiring.
at least for me, who has been slacking in my shell for 3 years.
friday i had school and den i slept at 4am.
woke up at 12 and left fr chalet at 2pm.
didnt sleep that night.
next morning swam at beach. den took few minutes sleep.(coz i was dizzywizzy n felt like puking,could even feel the waves when i was lying down)
den slept about two hours.
den that night reached home at 12 slept at 1am.
next day monday.school went to build sandcastles. that night slept at 12 coz did project.
tuesday was my break.slept at 8.30pm.
then wednesday did karangan till 12 den yest nght slept late again and woke up late today.haaaaaaaaaaaa.
i wna sleep.
now i know how precious sleep is.
i wished i slept more wen i was a kid.enjoi sleep wen u can kids.
ouhh and i wake up at 530.not as early as some people.but still fucking early for me.i cant wait for school to end. and im expecting the other weeks to be tougher.cmon this is only the ferst week.OMG help me.how am i going to survive
diediediediediedie
not enouugh die even if have 10000000000000000000000000xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx+++++++++++++++++++
ok wait imma go try and chewwwwww(chill)

eesh.i think i just hyperventilated?'hyperventilated' as in that in the gerl's dictionary and vocab.
DIE

DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YES YES YES OMFG OMG ANOTHER INTERNATIONALLY RECOGNISED METAL BAND IS COMING TO SINGAPORE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
DETAILS ON THE POSTER.
WOOOT MOFOS.

AND IT'S FUCKING CHEAP WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

Okay, Imma ciao now. Going for AVA's set at RP with Ahmad M. & Fiany tomorrow.
BAIK PER.

(3)
x.

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday







that video is made up.this is my current earworm.and i hope the vid fits this time.
and i dont understand the lyrics fully.listen to the whole song.may be slow but oomph
her voice nice oso.and yea overall song is nice with the piano.sounds sad.alaaaaa who doesnt like a slow piano song?


ahmad

After a week of the new year, I've decided to post my 2009 resolutions.
Yes, today, I will set my goals and what to do and what NOT to do.

Resolutions for the year;

1. Try and stop smoking until O levels are over. (I swear this is fucking hard)
2. Not procrastinate.
3. Be punctual, however important or unimportant is it.
4. Concentrate in class. (cos I always sleep)
   
5. Do my homework. (Like what I am doing now.)
6. Be home by 6 everyday. (Very hard, too.)
7. Keep fit, by working out, jogging, exercise at home. Anything, if possible.
8. Not dwell on music too much.
9. Be enthu abit for NCC.
10. Study hard for upcoming O's.

Yeah. I guess that's about it. Nothing much.
Imma complete my overdue SS work and then go off to sleeep.
Toodleys.

-(3).

*Please refer to the right if you are wondering who's who.

This is very late.
but.
i suddenly thought of new year wishes.
on the night when everyone(mostly) of us were having fun, there was war in gaza.
i want that war to stop.
you stupid leaders can fight all you want go get an octagen.or you can use an empty battlefield and put soldiers. dont get civilians involved. doesnn't mean we live in a country we must be responsible for your insensible actions. fcuk you cruel leaders.

i hate aryanism.i hate white power.i hate white superiority(or whatever you call that established myth)
its stupid.

and i dont understand why local accents are so awful when the caucasians have accents too.weird ones like irish/welsh.redneck too.eeeeerayne eeeeerayq

and I think george w bush is a terrorist.
i mean, extorting and forcing on others to get what they want, using violence.
dusnt that sound awfully familiar

and i hope Obama will help in stopping the whole BIG BROTHER image the US have established under bush. who are they to play big bro?
help yes , if asked, or if extremely important such that the country is in potential of being in a critical position.

so much for leading country,
dont even want to be part of the Kyoto protocol.
and leading country's ex president can make mistakes like assuming, accusing(causing invasion and war) of Iraq having a nuclear bomb.
and how come the US can have one but not korea, or iran for that matter?

i think ahmadinejad is a dangerous man. but how come the whole world knows when he says sth bad and hateful(it was even in spore papers) but when mr bush does something hateful and violent, everything seems to be butterflies and evrth is covered witha nice story and justification.
im not saying ahmadinejad is a good man with good intentions.i bet he'll cause alot of suffering if he cud, im just pointing out what is happening in the publicity and media sector. awww cmon sooner or later people will see. look at how much people hate bush. even Americans.

done.all those things i think about when im doing nothing,

well, dont knwo what to do, dont knwo what to think.

k nvm.nabeh.

ahmad

now that song is sad.ok not sad.but sad ahh. n nice.ive been listening to it for the ...idk.more than 20 times i think...

ahmad

HAAA
FUCK 08
HECK
FUCK 09 TOO LA
OKAY
SINCE THE OTHER TWO POST PICTURES AND STUFF
I AIN'T GON' DO THE SAME
IMMA BE DIFFERENT FROM THE TWO OF YOU
BLUEK! >:P

SO INSTEAD
IMMA MAKE A LIST
OF THE THINGS IN 08 THAT I HAVE SEEN OR EXPERIENCED
THAT I HATE SO MUCH
AND I HOPE
IF PEOPLE WHO READ IT TERASA
I HOPE YOU FUCKING CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
BITCHES

I HATE PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT A BAND WHICH THEY FOUND OUT ABOUT FROM MTV OR THE RADIO
COZ HONESTLY
YOU DIDNT FIND THE SHIT COZ IT HAD ALREADY BEEN FOUND BY OTHER PEOPLE MONTHS AGO

I HATE PEOPLE
WHO BANYAK COMMENT COMMENT KAN ORANG
PADAHAL SENDIRI MACAM SIAL
SEDAR LA SIKIT
SEDAR!!

I HATE PEOPLE WHO SEND CHAIN MAILS
FUCK YOU
I DONT BELIEVE THAT THERE IS SHIT LIKE
IF YOU DO NOT REPOST THIS SHIT IN ABOUT 20 MINUTES
KAU AKAN MANDOL
EH FUCK LA EH

I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO IKUT IKUT
I MEAN
GET YOUR OWN SHIT
LISTEN TO MUSIC THAT YOU LIKE
AND NOT LISTEN TO IT COZ EVERYONE ELSE IS LISTENING TO IT
DONT WEAR WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WEAR
COZ IT SHOWS YOU HAVE NO SELF IDENTITY
YOU JUST WANNA LOOK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO KECOH KECOH AT THE WRONG PLACE
LIKE FUCK
DONT GO TO A WATER BREAKER ON A BRIGHT SUNNY DAY
AND SING OUT LOUD
WITH NO PITCH TONE OR ANYTHING
AND ESPECIALLY DONT SING SOME BASI SHIT BITCH
LIKE HOT N COLD
FUCK
YOU JUST GONNA RUIN THE BRIGHT SUNNY DAY BY CALLING THE RAIN

I DONT LIKE PEOPLE
WHO JANJI KOSONG
LIKE
ORANG AJAK LEPAK ATAU KELUAR
ABE LAMBAT
DAH LAH LAMBAT
NANTI ORANG CALL SURUH TURUN
MARAH MARAH
EH!
IT'S YOUR FAULT YOU'RE LATE AND YOU STILL CAN SCOLD ME BACK
SEPAK KANG
OR WORSE
AFTER I CALL YOU MULTIPLE TIMES AND YOU SAY YOU COMING DOWN
IN THE END
YOU SAY
YOU CANT COME DOWN
(EH SIF EH. MACAM KENAL EH)

I THINK
IT'S STUPID THAT SOME PEOPLE
LIKE TO LOOK BACK ON THE YEAR
AND SAY THE THINGS THAT THEY SHOULD HAVE DONE
OR DONE BETTER
WAHLAU EH
DAH LEPAS TU SUDAHLAH
NO REGRETS
DONT REGRET SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE
JUST DONT DO IT AGAIN
OR DO IT BETTER NEXT TIME

No punt intended to anyone.
Really.
I'm just trying to make you people realise
don't do shit that people dont like
seriously
cause it is irritating
you don't feel it but others do
so please
it's the new year
so change your ways
please

;Dzul

out at town
raya with r.i
first 'expedition' to auditorium's above and rooftop
raya with prps
sch invasion finale
weekend trip.ended with nasty tear in lip:)
random drawing.
haaaaa raidah cam back to singapore
bowling day.shot at maccafe
roxy square!gg to ecp!
zoo outing!zoo animals^
national day
Break-fast at simpang!
baybeats!
pasir ris park afetr break-fast
rooftopXD
FFAF.First gigXD
finals in april
my chillout place for 08.PASIRRIS PARK!
my photo essay project
crazy buggers
the free feast
:)
mosh party 2!first day!bad turnout



why is everybody posting pics of 08.
wth im gna do it tooXDLOL
haaaa went to lia's blog, she did it, den sif, den nabila.wth!
ok so 08 was a fast (like hasif has mentioned) and eventful year.
id say its alil less than average but of course the fun moments and events are dopest.
moments i wont forget are....training sessions(or rather post-training sessions)
overnighting in school and sleeping in class(ooo climbed into throught he win-dow)
then there are all the outings and trips. haaaaaaaaa.
it was a hectic yet fun year i must say.
with elements of 07 in it but i grew from 07 and got more used to it :)

i dont think im ready for 09.
its gna be crazy and hectic and tiring and stressful,
not less than 08.
but there's no running away.
After all, if you have friends and bros that back you up, what else can u ask for?

ahmad

For now, I will attempt to remember the past events in 2008 in chronological order.




If you're wondering why I don't have pics before Sept onwards, it's because I've lost it.

& also if you're wondering why I don't have pics with Anisa, it's because I'm reserving it.
(: