KANINABEH CHEEBYE BUTO PUKIMAK AYAM TETEK JUBO.
FUCK.
MOTHERFUCKING FUCKER FUCK.
Fuck.

I just lost everything I had on my computer.
My pictures, my songs, my everything.
Fucking hell one whole year of stuff.
ONE FUCKING WHOLE YEAR OF SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER TRACE BACK.
What the fuck am I supposed to do now?
It might mean nothing to you people out there but, all those stuff that I've lost only happens once.
And that was 2008.

Thanks bro, thank you very much for reformatting the computer.
A bloody big FUCK YOU to you.

Sorry, I had to rant.
H.

i wish singapore gigs are as epic as this.
i wish LoG came down.
As i lay dying(this time play to us tooo)
paramore
escape the fate
and some others that i cant think of at the moment.look at that circle pit man.its like the size of an average turnup in a local gig.
BUT HEY
dont forget local too.
i love local! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ahmad

gahhh fall on d same day.but one is free.n the other, oshiego babeh.omg

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog.
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark..
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror..
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children.
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper/magazine
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read,
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions (not on purpose)
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested

-.-

Hasif here.
Hello, I've been busy with life.

Here's a post about the most brutal gig I've gone to so far.

Parkway Drive, 7th Feb 2009, Singapore Arts Museum.


First song, Boneyards:



Fucking brutal x 5000, I swear.
I can't recall the setlist though, busy moshing and enjoying the time of my life.
If I'm not wrong,

1. Carrion
2. Dead's Man Chest
3. Feed Them To The Pigs
4. Idols And Anchors
5. Siren's Song
6. Boneyards
7. Smoke 'Em If You Got 'Em
8. Mutiny

So Ahmad M, I was wrong. It wasn't 6 songs, it's actually 8!
WOOT.
That now proves the worth of a $25 admission ticket.
Five great bands on one night.
Fucking brutal-est brutal gig.
Period.

The problem with you is, ma'am, you talk too much, try too hard.
i dont know what your reason for persistence is, but i know it is a big annoyance to not only me but my mum too.
you just don't know when to stop.
ah yes, mum got irritated because even when she told you that she would need to speak with me first and clarify the matters, you kept persisting pressing and PESTERING her on.
please ma'am, i have matters to settle.
these two nights weren't just ordinary nights.
i had to help mum clean up the big mess in the kitchen after the fire.
i think you have the mental capacity to understand that it was probably a very tiring job and i either would come to school late the next day, or not show up at all.
that night, relatives came to my house to visit my dad, who just came out of surgery, and so i had to stay up to accompany guest(maybe not). but i still couldnt sleep .RIGHT? not when the guests are all here. so therefore, this morning, i couldnt get up again.

maybe its that ure caring and you need to know desperately whether i've been hit by a lorry or not, or maybe its just your attitude to bug and find people who break rules.
but why the persistence?
and if you're understanding enough, or show just alittle bit of empathy,
you'll help me bend those rules. i think even the VP would do that. I even have an MC for today.
doesn't that suffice MA'AM?

lucky mum's not too twisted.
now dad wants to talk to me.ill really hate that. i dont like those long talk sessions with dad. he'd ask questions like why didnt you got o school? and i just dont have the answer. that's besides the fact that i havent been in talking terms with him since december.
so thanks alot maam.
thanks for screwing and giving more potential to the screwed-up-ness of my family relationships.
next time stop at school matters, and dont dig too deep into personal matters okay?dont try too hard.

im screwed up and i dont need help from you.

ok.
that.was.me.blogging.my.frustrations.out.
so.fcuking.kaypoh.
nb.

haaaaaa after everything, i suddenly feel lazy to post anything else.so goodbye.

ahmad

mcm ular.tukar2 kulit. berape banyak kulit ko ada? ko blng aku dpan muke kan lagi mulia.prangai.dpan jek ckp ni ckp tu.skali kwn mkn kwn.puki ah.and lagi2 ckp ko tau. da mengaku and ckp ko tau.den k ah aku pikir fine ah.abeh skali dari blkng ko tikam.eh naseb aku ada cara.sial.

Ms Awesome.
I thought you were awesome. And i still think you are.

ahmad

7.	Ahmad	16 up, 43 down
	The second meaning for the word 'Anti-poon' Basic description: Kid that everyone hates The average Ahmad will never see or feel the intemacy of another women, and will most likley purchase a blowup doll and a strap-on using stolen money from his moms hand bag. The typical Ahmad will spend most of his time perched infront of his xbox 360 console (which he purchased at a warehouse sale because the son of a bitch is to poor to afford anything at a regular price) and plays lame ass over rated games such as Halo 2 and 3. He also spends most of his time thinking that he is promoting the well being of a subject, such as movie that he claims he has seen, but doesnt even know they are already out in theatres. The average ahmad also has no concept of what is socialy popular and has no sense of rejection. He will continue to assume friend ship with the people that hate him most and ignore the fact that those people hate the shit out of him and want him dead and out of this world for ever. The average Ahmad is also an extreme social cock sucking leech. He will agree with anything just to fit in, even if its the lowest social class, although the avarege Ahmad doesnt even fit into the lowest social class known to man kind, a new class has been created to fit his extremely low standerds know as 'anti poon status'. When the average Ahmad drops down to anti poon status, he is labeld as a lost cause for life and will start his everyday ritual of 'no lifeness' by spending an average of 11 ours on xbox live every day. The average Ahmad is also classified as a highly annoying shit talker, although due to his extreme ignorance level, the Ahmad will try to target country of origin insults, but due to his lack of thinking before saying, most of his pathetic ass 3rd grade insults bounce right off the individual and hit the Ahmad right back up his size 52 ass. Due to the extreme annoyance levels of the Ahmad, the rest of the population has decided to ignore him except for the few individuals that are also classified as 'anti poon' status. 6. Ahmad 9 up, 18 down He, she, or both who pleasures ones self in the ass with any sort of cylindrical object. Preferably extremely large. This person also has a massive case of irritable bowel syndrome. Ahmad 61 up, 32 down A very sexy individual with a long, hard ****. Girl: "Hey trisha, did u know that guy is an Ahmad?" Trisha: "yes, i would like him to sleep with me!" people must really hate ahmads. only one good description. or not. hahahaha.. i declare this blog an r21 blog wait.dusnt that make us prohibited to use it? haaaaaaaa all these from urbandictionary ah not i make. so yea. thats all for this weekend folks.i doubt ill post tmr.

post 370.

since physics is on friday
and history on wednesday and i only have to read n read n link all d points in my head
and ive got no work left.
so i guess ill post.haahaaha.

i hope i didnt screw my maths up badly.
ive got two out of three parts wrong.
but all careless.and i found out my mistakes.i really really hope i can pass.
you all must be bursting out laughing saying pass oni???especially those muggers.
but hey ive never passed math in my whole 4 years and this year, i havent failed any math test yet.oni one assignment.

n i think im going to rewrite the song i did.re write the lyrics i mean.its so literal specific and SHALLLOW(yes literal) now. and im actually excited to see how it all ends up.
i mean its my first song.completed one.and got feeeel.
and so i cant wait to rewrite, refill d lyrics and see hasif finish off the song with a solo.

and yeah.it was bad.its probably still bad.
ouh shut up.hahaha

ahmad

ill be on hiatus too.
i wna try see how long i can go without the comp with the comp actually working.
n wna go study and exercise in turn with all d times spent on d comp.
bye people.
love you allXD

ahmad