Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
layout tm / dd
Friday
2/20/2009 08:34:00 PM
The problem with you is, ma'am, you talk too much, try too hard. i dont know what your reason for persistence is, but i know it is a big annoyance to not only me but my mum too. you just don't know when to stop. ah yes, mum got irritated because even when she told you that she would need to speak with me first and clarify the matters, you kept persisting pressing and PESTERING her on. please ma'am, i have matters to settle. these two nights weren't just ordinary nights. i had to help mum clean up the big mess in the kitchen after the fire. i think you have the mental capacity to understand that it was probably a very tiring job and i either would come to school late the next day, or not show up at all. that night, relatives came to my house to visit my dad, who just came out of surgery, and so i had to stay up to accompany guest(maybe not). but i still couldnt sleep .RIGHT? not when the guests are all here. so therefore, this morning, i couldnt get up again.
maybe its that ure caring and you need to know desperately whether i've been hit by a lorry or not, or maybe its just your attitude to bug and find people who break rules. but why the persistence? and if you're understanding enough, or show just alittle bit of empathy, you'll help me bend those rules. i think even the VP would do that. I even have an MC for today. doesn't that suffice MA'AM?
lucky mum's not too twisted. now dad wants to talk to me.ill really hate that. i dont like those long talk sessions with dad. he'd ask questions like why didnt you got o school? and i just dont have the answer. that's besides the fact that i havent been in talking terms with him since december. so thanks alot maam. thanks for screwing and giving more potential to the screwed-up-ness of my family relationships. next time stop at school matters, and dont dig too deep into personal matters okay?dont try too hard.
im screwed up and i dont need help from you.
ok. that.was.me.blogging.my.frustrations.out. so.fcuking.kaypoh. nb.
haaaaaa after everything, i suddenly feel lazy to post anything else.so goodbye.
