Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we.
layout tm / dd
Tuesday
3/17/2009 07:20:00 PM
fuck you
im unsure why, but i find myself wanting to fuck alot of people up this days. its not that im being childish or anything like that where i just wanna fuck people up coz i wanna fuck people up. i think i get alot of crap sometimes. exaggerated reactions, backstabbing, lies ,lies and more lies. full of bullshit.
and that's why most of the time, i shut myself up. and carry out my life. its better not to socialize with a group where some of the people in it are just.....fucked up. Okay fine, i know that some(or rather most) of them are fine. but hell, gets me disgusted everytime i see the few.so i fuck off.
And I'm no angel myself. i admit that i've been making mistakes. crossing boundaries etc. but at least i try to be better. and i try very very very hard to not inflict other people with my stupidity.
haaaaaaaaaa okay today best BEST played half a soccer match for Siddiq's team. great baybehhh. played centre-back, right-back. HAH Im overreacting because the last time i played in a proper soccer match was in primary 6. and the last time i did any form of sport(s) was.....last year? i haven't been keeping fit since last year.yes maybe alittle bit of swimming here and there. the very rare jogging sessions... but still, i am damn unfit. it's probably because i smoke more than i exercise.HAH!
okay so just now turned out fine. i was fucking nervous actually. but it was fine. made a few mistakes and let people through but i can catchup. like Dzul once said , i've found the inspiration to keep mytself fit.YEAY!
